Redha

They said "live with no regret at all. because it is too short to even have something called regret inside."

I said "life throws you a lot of regret that you cannot even run from it. and then you rebel, you argue with all the if's' and as time passed, you walk the next step ; wearing the badexperience-proof shoes."

Ceritanya, here Allah uji with snow storm yang namanya Huda. Apa jenis ribut namanya Huda macam nama manusia... Orang cakap sebab snow storm ni jadi masa bulan nabi lahir (rabiulawal) so there it goes. Teruk sangat ke? In my district , I can say it is much much better than other places in the country (with the wind that knock your window macam besi langgar besi malam malam, nonstop raining and a 'few' traffic accidents merely kereta terbalik, kereta tergelincir, and those news of kids , refugees died of not surviving this negative temperature), it is too heart breaking to even being mentioned ya Allah. But He knows the best. He knows.

Dan for this very bad weather jugak, ramailah diuji when it come to exams. And beyond of that problem susah nak study sebab sejuk suhu negatif, nak pegang pensil tangan kebas, nak pergi kelas kena harung banjir ribut semua, it is tarikh exam sendiri yang dianjak (or I can say you dont know when exactly your exam dates are) for students are not even able to attend the exam by means of closed road and etc.


And why it came to concern,  it is final exam kot. Everyone already plan to tick the globe (pick any country there must be one of them are planning to travel there, im exaggerating act). I mean all those travel stuff; booked flight tickets, hotels, tourguide agencies etc which is neatly organized , they got blewn as how the storm hit. Scrambled. Piece by piece.

 I got my own travelling plan. And alhamdulilah by Allah's will too it goes as it is (so far). Gna be on board on 13th night and arrive here again inshaAllah  24th. And my paper is on 26th. Weather forecast for 12th is snowy day and it is worrisome ofc.

And there are so many of my friends outside there whos struggling financially and mentally to choose either travelling or saving the final papers marks. One may said 'apa lah sangat gi jalan. Kita datang sini nak belajar'. Yes it is true in one aspect , but still that budget invested to plan for travel bukan sikit. Sakit tahu sakit. But again, Allah knows better. He knows.


Even aku pun pening lalat lagi pikir pasal nak teruskan gi jalan atau stay sebab carry mark like
............. minta pendapat sana sini and feeling like so makcik2 that got a longlist of daily what-to-cook and I could say it is one of the biggest choices i made in my life (apart of choosing life partner zzzzzz)


May ALLAH put me through this tunnel of His tries. May ALLAH's redha embraces this choice.

Doakan perjalanan pergi balik me and travelmates semua selamat. Dan semoga dapat ambil exam dengan jayanya.