'' Though the sea became ink for the Words of my Lord, verily the sea would be used up before the words of my Lord were exhausted, even though We brought the like there of to help! ''(18:109)

Tuesday, 16 February 2016

Goodbye

I knew this day will come. Grownup-wise, im still so bad at saying goodbye. Today my housemate Kak Tikah went back to Malaysia for good. 

Since our age is just one year apart, we (me and friends of same age) has been seeing each others ups and downs for quite a period. Sharing too many good and bad memories of being a student in this foreign land. From us who are zero-surirumah-talent masa mula-mula datang and now alhamdulilah can cook edible food, from us who are always lost in direction now we independently go wherever we wish to. 

Kak T has always been caught in my cage of lonesome life. Kak T, teman saya gi sini. Kak T rasa nak makan aiskrim, jom gi Arabela. Kak T, nak belikan hadiah untuk orang lah, jom teman carikan. Kak T, saya punya kunci hilang, tolong bukakkan pintu. Kak T , besok saya sampai rumah dari airport , tolong angkatkan barang. Kak T, rasa nak makan kek coklat, jom kita buat. Kak T nak pinjam beg pink.Kak T jom teman gi beli gas. And to accept that i cant say those words anymore now, I couldnt bear my tears that they drop without my consent. I wish i could be less annoying on your last days. 


Maybe because we have been witnessing each other's  struggle too much, our last hug become so tight that i dont want to let her go that easily. ( I bet Kak Ecah would have it worst) Though i knew it is not like she left for something bad. She's graduated! She did it after five years (when others took 4years and less). So how strong she has been before, Allah rewards her greatly afterall alhamdulillah. 

Safe flight Kak Tikah. You knew already how much we love you. Who else would pesan 'Kak Tikah dah belikan ayam untuk korang for next two weeks. Nanti pandai-pandai bagi2 tau' on the day she's leaving sebab bimbang her forever little crybaby(s) housemates couldnt eat well when she is absent. I love you.

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