Lagi 6 hari exam Theory GIT. Susah ke subjek nie? Hm tak pun . Ibarat kau yang tak punya sayap dan kau impikan kau mampu terbang dari tingkat 40 bangunan A ke bangunan B tanpa jatuh ke tanah.
Tu maksudnya mustahil ke nak skor? Tak tak tak sangatlah tak mustahil . Kau mampu je gerak dari bangunan A ke bangunan B dengan syarat : guna tangga ,kenapa susah susah nak terbang. Kau bukan helang ,sedar diri sikit kau tu manusia.
Sneaking to watch this one drama in the midst of endless sheets . (i always have this my kind of self-bonding-time despite the hurricane of medical school. Try it! )
Its about this one guy yang fail in his first time doing his assigned task. Dan lepas gagal tu he afraid to go even further into his path that he decided to run away. And his dad said this to him, " you dont avoid the poop because it is disgusting. You avoid them because you afraid you might get dirty because of them."
He argued on that with his dad again, saying that the quote is vice versa. He keep stressing that actually kita selalu akan cuba elak bila nampak tahi sebab benda tu yang iyyyucks, not because kita takut kita yg akan kotor kena tahi tu. (despite actually he knew it well he was wrong). He just didnt want to lose to his dad.
His dad said then , "it is good to know what challenges you gonna face when you decide to do something. But it is better when you face the challenge yourself once you start doing that thing."
He keep silent while relating things. And later admitted that he was such a cowardly-cat to step back after resolute to do something big in his life.
And next day, he stood up again after battling with his fear and got a new booster to start all over again.
So kisahnya we cant reverse time like all those fairy tales kan. Things did/do/would do wrong. Bila kadang2 rasa down semacam seeing others semua benda better dari kita .Keep asking diri sendiri , "aku nie apa je kelebihan yang aku ada nak banding ngan diorang," "kenapalah aku tak boleh jadi orang hebat macam diorang" ,rasa inferior complex overwhelmed dalam diri, and all those related stuff , tipulah kalau ada orang takpernah ada perasaan mcm nie ,(eh ke ada? )
Apa kena buat? Cepat cepatlah istighfar. (ey, poyonya awak! ) . Nak kurang poyo, cuba awak try selak langsir , jenguk sikit luar tingkap nampak tak? Nampak tak pokok ke burung ke apa ke. Boleh bayang tak kalau Allah jadikan awak makhluk makhluk tu instead Allah jadikan awak manusia, rasanya awak ada peluang ke nak makan abc ais kacang, pisang goreng cheese, gulai tempoyak ikan, kupang masak lemak singgang tenggiri semua tu? Ada peluang ke awak nak pakai sequin dress lacey gown baggy arrow shirts shawl sparrowish baju kurung cotton paishley ?
Yes. Im not saying Allah jadikan pokok semua tu sia sia . No. A big no. Allah jadikan semua benda ada sebab ada kelebihan masing masing. Dan begitu juga kita. You and me. Us. Kalau lah Allah jadikan kita burung instead of manusia, takdo lah eden sempat nak crush kat hero Confession Of A Shopaholic , memang bye bye eden nak menatap blue eyes Edward Cullen. Kan ?
Ya Allah this might be the longest post for 2014. I made it (finally huh ? ).
And last few days , alhamdulillah I had a nice sharing from a sister and my bunch of sweet girls. One of them said this, "what if you wake up tomorrow with the things that you only being thankful yesterday ?". Which then, we just started to realize ; too little we did thank Him.
We actually being served by so many wonderful things beyond our need setiap hari bangun pagi. And because sebab benda tu Allah tak charge any GST on it, we take all His rizq and nikmat for granted. :( But still, Allah Maha Pemurah sangat still bagi chance kat kita untuk guna , not only that He gives more and more.
Dah ngantuk so goodnight ! (goodmorning malaysians). May Allah always protect us from kufur nikmat. Bring peace to our heart wahai Pemegang segala hati manusia.
P/s : Alhamdulilah Alhamdulilah Alhamdulilah.
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