I Knew It Too

How worse it is to feel isolated, I knew it well. How hurtful it is to not being a part of 'those' people, I understand it more than anyone. and thats the reason why we sometimes afraid to get out of our comfortable circle. to start with someone else who we never know what mask theyre putting on their faces and which mask should we put on ours to make sure we could have the same path to be walked through. we all are not sure of how it is to continue our path without them by our side. because no matter they flawed, we already accept theirs and they accept ours too.

And as time goes, I appreciate  every single simple thing people around me does. those who wake me up for Fajr prayer , when they slept over somewhere else and im late for Suboh , I knew I need them (i would have one-day-long guilty that will prevent me from studying or doing anything bcs of waking up late for Suboh) those who renew the weekly toilet's trash bag (i will scavenge all crooks of our kitchen just to look for the plastic bag size that fits our toilet's bin. just where on earth theyre hiding tho), those who never hesitate to answer my phone call (despite the fact im only do miss call and ask them to call back) , those who wish me happy birthday, and anyone whom keep being by my side even if I'm not appreciating them.